We'll see who stabs who.

I have meant to tell a Louise story at some point because it was one of the topics requested, and I started writing one tonight, but I realized midway through that it wasn't the story I wanted to tell because, well. It's a recap of what happened at her 40th day memorial. It was in its own way lovely, and had a bunch of moments where we told stories and everybody did that thing where you laughed because the alternative was crying. But it was also making me really fucking sad.

And the more I thought abut it, the more I thought, "Why are you making yourself sad writing about her death, dingus?" So I stopped. Life is short enough as it is. But I spent so much time this evening trying to write it, it feels wasteful to just delete it. So here is part of it, mostly removed from context.

( I'm a soul, I do what I want. )

I also have All The Thoughts on the first EPIX episode of Road to the Winter Classic, but since I never start writing these entries until 11:30 pm, it'll have to wait for another entry.